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I'm posting thing a little out of order in some of these cases as it is so far after the fact.
But in this case it's confusing because these pictures were taken at the end of April, but they were for the recital which was about 2 weeks ago, and then again they only came to me a couple of days ago. They are so good and I want to post them right away, but I haven't even thought about posting about the actual recital or anything that happened that last week of school or beyond that....
whatever.
At this point as I post masses of post only a few times a year, it isn't like I have any actual readers at his point anyway so I honestly don't know why I even worry about such things.
So here are the girls dance pictures for the year. A.J.'s 3rd recital and Lucy's 1st.
The first weekend in May brought us to A.J.'s final dance competition of the season. It's strange how the season passed so quickly after the vast amounts of money months and months of hard work and practice that went in to preparing for it.
This comp was in a different part part of the general San Jose urban sprawl area that I wasn't familiar with before. It was also a dream in that A.J. got a solo performance time early in the afternoon (so that we wouldn't be needing a hotel room to arrive in time) AND her group dance was later that same afternoon!
With two dances for the year, one would not have thought getting both to perform on the same day would be so hard. This time her solo and her group dance were within the same sessions for awards even!
Although, to be perfectly honest, she performed not long after the start of that afternoon session, so she wound up going to the earlier awards with her friends anyway just for something to do. Once the awards were over she was one of the first dozen or so dances anyway and it would be easier to get her ready if she was already in costume and make up and then went straight to Ashley to warm up from there. Ashley kind of banned me from being back stage with her anyway. She was thinking that maybe A.J. got so nervous and acted all ridiculous because of. Like either I made her nervous or she just wanted to be my baby so she acted like that kind of on purpose. And as much as I hated it, she might have been right. I certainly don't mean to, but I can see how I try to help and wind up making her nervous. That's the thing about being the mom sometimes. I know how great she is. I know how well she can do. I try so hard to help her see and believe that too.... but maybe that winds up as me putting pressure on her.
Last year Lynne and Kelly took her from me really early as possible and was to stay away until after. There's a reason why they are the teachers and I am the mom I guess.
Here she is shortly after we arrived at the theater. She was supposed to eat her lunch with me and then have time to get ready. She was more interested in running around like a crazy child and showing everybody how cute she is.
So... eventually, it was her turn.
I sat with the other mini moms and watched proudly. She did well. Not as well as the previous comp-- although she did skip that terrifying memory lapse moment-- but she didn't sell it as much. She did well though. I was pleased.
Here's the video, although I'm not super pleased with the clarity of the picture:
After she was done, I took her souvenier shopping. This was the first time all year I didn't come with a present for her, and they didn't two team buddy or little/big sister gifts so I splurged just a little bit. It was Masquerade Competition so it had obvious theme and I let her her pick out a mask since they were so pretty AND they featured feathers (which she is forever collecting around the theaters when they fall off of other people costumes.) She also chose a tank top to wear to dance class later on and she got a small ring with a ballet dancer and rhinestones on it. It's adjustable but still way too large for her finger, but she loves it anyway.
After the souvenirs we returned to our team dressing room to begin getting ready for her group dance. She had loads of time so we messed around a great deal in the mean time. One of the teens had won the title for her two solos so A.J. asked if she could try on her tiara.
Haha. Just one of the many amazing older dancers that is always so kind to A.J. Obviously it would be neat if she can ever dance anywhere near as beautifully as some of those older girls, but also she is learning so much else from them. Like to always look out for the younger girls, and be kind and share and help and to win and lose graciously and to always work hard at whatever it is you're doing.
At one point I checked my phone. Imagine my surprise when I opened Instagram and this is what I saw.
From right to left, which I know is weird, but A.J. her friend from our studio that's 7 and the other AMAZING tapper A.J. went up against at KAR and now again too. She's 6 but obviously much more advanced and so talented.
I always follow the comps she competes at because they tend to post a lot of pictures, but this was the first time she ever appeared in one. Hahah.
More sheninigans. I feel like there is a picture very similar to this from the first comp. (Because there is, with the same girl and everything.)
The minis did very well in their dance again, but it was stiff competition. A.J. got High Gold for her solo and the I think the minis got a High Gold Rating as well.
A.J. at this point is somewhat beyond the awards. I think she's figured out that it's nice to "place" and get stuff and be called out as special, but you almost never leave empty handed and the actual dancing and times spent hanging out with her friends are way better anyway.
Here she is with her medal from her solo just before we headed home. She was pretty pleased. She'd had a great day AND got to take home a new award.
At the end of April, the weekend before her the final dance comp of the year, the girls and I gathered for another important annual rite of passage: PICTURE DAY.
This year, A.J. takes 5 regular classes a week, plus a half hour private lesson most weeks to work on her solo. Mini team only did one dance this year, but was two classes, which put A.J. in 5 total costumes for recital this year.
Yikes.
She really needs to KNOCK IT OFF with doing the same number of dances as she is old already.
This was Lucy's first go, but she only takes one class and therefore only had one costume change. She is, of course, only 2 1/2, but in so far as A.J. did 2 dances at her first recital when she was 3 1/2 we still seem to be doing a better job of holding her back. Ha.
Anyway, so between them that was a lot of costumes and a very long day. Thank goodness they were providing lunch and also for all the other wonderful students and parents who helped keep them entertained.
We had a little tail gate thing going actually.
When we finally got to the end of the day for solos I was so relieved it was over. A.J's ballet class had been the first up at 9 am and we were finishing up just about 3 pm.
A.J. and one of her closest buddies. The only other Mini Company member to do a solo this year.
Lucy was so cute.
This was super random, A.J. with most of the senior ballets in their pointe costume. So cute though.
After picture day was over, one of the teens sent me a series of pictures she'd made with Lucy on Snapchat. Hahahahah.
Anyway, not that all of that wasn't fun, but I can't wait to see the official photos when they are ready!
A.J.'s 3rd Dance Competition this year was in San Jose and was also her first convention. We went up mid-day on Friday as all the soloists were performing that afternoon and evening. It was going to be and interesting weekend actually. For starters, there were only four studios competing there and there only 4 soloists in the Under 8 group competing. Those 4 soloists being A.J. and the 3 other Mini Soloists from our studio. A.J. was up first. So... great. Also, there were no levels at this competition and all dancers were to be judged the same. In other words my 5 year old was going to be held up to the same scoring standards as a 16 or 17 year old. Super fun.
Playing with one of the older girls before hand to relieve her nerves.
As I mentioned A.J. was first up. I felt nervous for her again. I wasn't really looking forward to a repeat of her last emotionally charged (and not in a good way) go of it. I wasn't a fan of her going first.
Also A.J. started her weirdo, mopey, nervous thing again a bit.
I reminded her that she was absolutely the youngest soloists at the competition. I reminded her that she had already done very well at her previous comps and won 2 trophies. I reminded her that she had been crying on stage the last time and still been good enough to place in the overalls. There was just no way of knowing what might happen this time around.
I reminded her that she was 5, and her friends she was against were all 7, 8 and 9. Just based on their ages, they should beat her. They really should and it shouldn't even be a competition. So she should just go out there, give it her all, have fun, and see what happened.
Nothing I was saying was helping.
Finally Ashley told her point blank to knock it off. She took A.J. off to warm up and I was shooed away to wonder what would happen this time around.
Our studio owner, who lives in Hawaii now was visiting the convention with us to check up on her dancers.
She was sitting directly in front of me. That wasn't helping either.
She's this amazing, experienced, well-respected lady with decades of experience. And no matter how lovely and kind she absolutely always is, she intimidates the heck out of me.
I sat in the second row with all the other mini-moms. On the other side of the theater a great number of the bigger girls, the older more experienced dancers who tend to look after, help and mentor my daughter were there. They normally didn't compete anywhere near the time as the little ones, but because all the soloists were that evening, many of them had come down early to watch the littles go.
One of them had A.J.'s stuffed animal with her. She'd promised to watch it for A.J. while she danced. As they announced my baby she and all the other girls screamed like mad for her.
A.J. came out with gusto. She had this swagger thing going. Sass, I guess. She didn't make the middle of the stage for her starting spot, but she was working it so hard that it didn't even matter.
This stupid man behind me said "I didn't know they let them get up there that young."
The music started, she was kind of on fire. She was smiling. She was dancing big. She was really making her every effort to sell her dance. She looked amazing.
Until... I don't know maybe 45 second in, she had a moment. The whole dance went like this :
into, verse, "stupid cupid, stop picking on me"
Another verse "stupid cupid, stop picking on me"
bridge, "stupid cupid, stop picking on me"
end part.....
Okay, so, their were cuts in the song too, but that's the gist of how it went.
And as you may have guessed, every time they music did it's "Stupid cupid" bit, A.J. did the same same dance move. So all year long the memory issues always came for her as she tried to sort out which "Stupid Cupid" she was at and what came next.
This time she did the first one and then just... FROZE.
8 entire beats of the music went by while she stood there, stiff, with her eyes wide and a her mouth in kind of a little shocked expression confused because she could remember what to do.
(For the record, it should have been 4 heel digs, with nice hard stomps in between putting her feet back together.)
Those 8 beats, which lasted just a brief moment lasted an eternity for me. My heart pounded. "Cmon AJ! Cmon AJ! CMON AJ!"
The other girls cheered to encourage her. I'd hear later from Ashley that she was screaming HEEEEEL!!! at A.J. from back stage but the music and the cheers were too loud and A.J. couldn't hear her.
The AWFUL man behind me, clearly unaware she was MY KID, quietly said, "Oh come on, that's enough. Get her off the stage."
But then, just as quickly as she'd forgotten, she remembered. A light flashed in her eyes and with a tremendous grin, RIGHT ON THE MUSIC, she got back in.
The next move after the heel digs was a pivot turn with big sunshine arms. She did it this time with such a flare and lots of hip and flung her pony tail around her as she turned and then off she went with the rest of the dance.
I sunk down in my seat lower and lower and didn't breath again until the final note of the music.
She performed the rest of the dance "perfectly." I include those quotation marks on purpose because no performance can ever be truly perfect but she was as close as I really every could have hoped.
And when she walked off all sassy again she swung her hips so much that I worried a bit her skirt would fly off. (It did not.)
We cheered.
A.J. came to me in the audience and we stayed to watch her friend.
The lady, sitting next to the ridiculously MEAN man behind me touched A.J.'s shoulder and told how cute she'd been.
I exercised a great deal of restraint to not slug that man.
We watched her friends and then eventually I dragged her out of there to get some pictures, get her changed and eventually find dinner.
She was so pleased with herself.
Clearly.
I love it when she's that pleased with her performance.
If you're wondering, she was pulling these poses from her friend's solos.
She loves trying to pose like her older friends. Ha.
When she was done posing we headed for the room to change her clothes, but not before she needed to check out these ballooons.
Once I got her changed we headed to the lobby to get dinner but the elevators were all decorated for our dance conventions and also a gymnastics comp that was going on and I liked this quote.
We grabbed dinner in the lobby. I got sushi and she got chicken and then somebody brought her a milkshake from In and Out, even though I'm not sure sugar was exactly the best decision at that point.
We went back to the theater area to watch more of our studios soloist. A.J. watched a little but mostly ran around with her friends a lot outside in the hall. She was actually having a grand old time. Ordinarily at comps there isn't as much down time, or else people don't hang out as much all at the same hotel but in this case they did and it was wonderful.
I didn't intend to keep her up for awards which weren't until after 9 pm. But she was having such a great time and didn't show any signs of slowing down until maybe 15 minutes before awards anyway so we did stay.
She would up with a High Gold Rating and got 4th of the 4 mini solos. I was worried she'd be sad because the other 3 of her friends all got trophies but she didn't really care. She was just happy with her own performance and happy for her friends as well.
And when she told me that, I'm not kidding, it was the most proud I've ever been to be her mom.
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The next morning, we met in the lobby to grab breakfast. It was't planned that way, but we wound up running into several other mini company members and so we are together.
Then it was time for the classes. A.J. was in the mini room and only had one convention day with only the morning's worth of classes. All the older company members went off to other rooms to be with other juniors, teens or seniors in class.
I honestly wasn't sure how A.J. would do. She had two friends in the session with her but there were over 3 hours of classes so there was no way of knowing how she'd do.
First up was tap-
The good news is the teacher started out with a bunch of songs A.J. knew well. So while she kept getting pushed to the back, where she maybe couldn't see the teacher's feet well enough, she did have fun.
Between classes. Ha.
Then came hip hop. The choreo was fun but moved really fast. A.J. tried her best but by the end was more interested in practicing her hand stands and cart wheels for awhile.
Then came Musical Theater. The teacher, oh my goodness, had more energy than anybody I've ever met in my lift. A.J. seemed a bit over whelmed by her. But she kept at it an tried her best.
Here is part of the combo they learned. It's an interesting angle, with A.J. on the left between the two teachers.
When it came time for ballet, some of the kids were fading. A.J. was starting to get into it with one of her friends because they kept arguing about who was going to be partners with whom. In the end, I did convince her to get out there and give it a try and she wound up having fun in spite of herself. Good on that amazing teacher really. A.J. was LIVING ballet by the end of that session.
Peek-a-boo plies.
All in.
Here's the dance they worked on.
So sweet.
I was very pleased that A.J. gave it such a solid effort even though it was getting late in her morning and she was kind of over it before hand.
Here she is with the teacher who said she'd noticed the change in
A.J. during class and was quite pleased as well.
Finally, after all of that, it was time for Jazz.
Nobody had to argue with her on that.
So focused.
In particular because the dance they worked on had them acting out animal parts in the beginning and that is RIGHT up A.J.s alley.
Finally, they wrapped things up in the mini room. Every student was called to the stage to get their certificate. They also got to announce their favorite flavor of ice cream on the microphone.
True to form, A.J. ran up on that stage and declared her ice cream with TOTAL confidence.
STRAWBERRY!
It's moments like that, when her confidence and stage presence shines, when the absolute joy she find in dancing shines through that I just I want to tell everybody who's ever questioned our decision to let her perform solos already, and who's tried to imply that I am in some way forcing her to do this to just EAT IT.
:)
The whole group.
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From there, everybody from our studio met up for lunch. A group photo was the first order of business.
Then, for some inexplicable reason, they did one in their best "Hip Hop" pose.
For 5, I'd say A.J.'s is pretty solid.
Then while they ate they did a big sis/little sis gift exchange. Also a great number of the older girls needed to check in with A.J. to ensure she was doing okay. She may have been done with her classes for the day but she still had her group number to perform later.
While she was done dancing, the older girls all still had classes. We'd already had to check out of our room for the night becuase we would finish up and head home early that evening, so we killed tie for awhile first with a cupcake....
And then with a belly dancing scarf.
Eventually, it was time to get ready to perform again. We went back to the room of one of her friends to get ready.
She is starting to insist she can do her own make up.
So far the only thing I will let her work on is her blush.
A.J. insisted on he lipstick kiss photo yet again. It's becoming a time honored tradition.
Ashley took the Minis upstairs to warm up and as they all rode the humongous escalator up it just seemed like such a great visual moment I couldn't help but snap a quick on on my phone.
The minis performed well. It was some really tough competition as there were some very talented groups there from some amazing studios. But they danced practically there best so that was plenty.
A.J. was officially done. Everybody else still had the rest of the group dances to perform or in the very least more classes and the showcase Sunday morning but she was done. To distract her from the sadness of leaving, we hit up the red carpet again for more photos.
It's ridiculous how pleased she was with herself.
We headed out. It was early evening on Saturday afternoon so the traffic was super light. (Normally any time you go between Monterey and anywhere San Jose on a weekend the traffic sucks but we were luckier this time.) And with traffic flowing smoothly, it was only a moment before this happened:
Out like a light.
We got home just in time for dinner. Matt had made BLTs but there wasn't enough bacon so he started to warm up a hot dog for A.J. when suddenly all at once she started freaking out.
BIG FAT tears were rolling down her cheeks between BIG FAT sobs between LONG STRINGS of almost incoherent words that she was stringing together in a long trail listing all the vast injustices of her entire existence.
She didn't WANT a hot dog for dinner she wanted a BLT and it wasn't fair that she had to have a hot dog when BLTs are so much better and everybody else got one except her and also she'd had so much fun at the convention why did she have to come home when everybody else was still there and it wasn't her fault that she was only 5 and everybody else was older, it wasn't her fault she hadn't been born SOONER, she wanted to still be there and why didn't we stay for awards and HOW COME WE NEVER GOT TO USE THE SWIMMING POOL because she really wanted to swim in the swimming pool with all her friends because it would have been so much FUN and everybody else was still there, probably in the pool swimming withOUT her and we needed to go back to the convention so she could swim and dance more and be with her friends and go to awards and what if she never got her pin for PYT and she really LIKES her pins from competition to put on her jacket and she DIDN'T MEAN to lose the one from STARPOWER it was an accident and now I had made her come home and she was never going to get her pin and also she was really really hungry and she didn't want to eat a HOT DOG......
She went on and on like that for awhile between sobs, gasping for air and making a mess of what was left of her make up until literally she was just so pathetic that I couldn't help it and I just started taking pictures of her (which angered her MORE) and she started to turn a bit purple so I hugged her and apologized and said I would eat that darned hot dog and she could have my BLT if she wanted (which honestly is me making a really, really BIG sacrifice for my child) and that calmed her down enough that she was able to eat and take a shower and get her exhausted self to bed.
But not before she asked me really, really nice if maybe, sometime, could we pretty please go to the dance convention again?
